Baralai-Lovers

"I can't do this anymore, Rikku." "What do you mean?" "This, with you.  Its wrong."  He climbs out of bed and walks to the window, where he stares out at the city. "Wrong how?"  Rikku almost wishes that she didn't understand what he means.  Wishes that she hadn't been thinking something similar. "It isn't about us, anymore.  I don't think it ever was."  He sighs and turns back to her.  "I'm trying to use you to replace your cousin." She has to admit, Baralai hasn't taken her by surprise here. "Its okay, Baralai." "No, its not.  I don't feel anything for you."  Baralai runs a hand through his disheveled white hair.  "Its wrong for me to